Stories of love

Story of love

This is my already felt the courtship of junior high school, but I do not understand the true meaning of love. Many say love is fun, even make people forget everything. But there is also the meaning of love that makes people discouraged, or hurt at all. During my junior high, I just think love is only so-so only. Found, street, or phone-teleponnan smsan. But after I leave high school, I started to know what love is? The love I feel when it is different.
I feel this love so meaningful, because I found someone who really understands me really, well my situation, my attitude, my family almost my life. At first he played my friend, until we finally going out. He was a figure who is kind, understanding, caring, very patient even. But on the other constraints, he was a very protective. Jealousy him too much, he forbade many things about what I run. May not use this .... not allowed here .. do not be like this and not so. My life is too in the bridle.
However, with what he does he actually care about me too. But I am selfish, I think that I am not a kid anymore. That is where we often quarrel. But we really love each other. Besides selfishness both of us, on the other hand we have a really tough challenge because of religious differences among us. Both parents we strongly disagree with our relationship, but we strive to maintain this relationship. But what may make, our business remains difficult. Finally we decided to stop this relationship. We were broke when we had four years of going together.
When the circumstances of the past was over, I finally found a boyfriend, which made me comfortable in class. He's my college campus. He always supported me, even care about me. I am very dear to him, but there are unfortunate as we go through this relationship when he was still undergoing a relationship with her first boyfriend. At first I just thought he was a friend, but the facts say another. Until finally, we love each other. Because of this feeling, I even willing to become the second. Sick to live, but what power I really love him. Because I had not caught until I finally decided this relationship, but I was wrong because by breaking with him it makes me restless in class. I lost a lot of spirit not even focus in college. I try to kill this feeling, but I can not. Let this feeling I feel alone, I believe one day he would know this feeling in fact, that ... .. I love him? missu